“The scariest thing looking back is how I allowed it to happen. How I let you treat me that way. How one person can turn me to complete mush”
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I’d do it all over and that’s the worst part
Maybe one day I'll be able to hurt someone who loved me, maybe that will make me whole again?
“The scariest thing looking back is how I allowed it to happen. How I let you treat me that way. How one person can turn me to complete mush”
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I’d do it all over and that’s the worst part
“She locked up her emotions deep down in her heart that one day she couldn’t find them at all.”
— thehandprintedposts
I’ve wasted so much fucking time going after someone who was never going to care about me. Leaving them has burned my soul and sunk me to the floor but I’m still here. Nothing else can hurt me like they did. My heart is used to repairing itself by now so I know that I can survive anything else. I can make it.
on leaving him
“Sometimes suffering is just suffering. It doesn’t make you stronger. It doesn’t build character. It only hurts.”
— Kate Jacobs; Comfort Food
“You’re never coming back and I am honestly trying my hardest to be ok with that.
-Unknown
In five years from now, it won’t matter. I’ll have forgotten everything: the pain he left me with and most importantly, the happy memories of him that constantly remind me how I was able to love him so damn much. I know by then, I’ll have let go and moved on in my life. I know. But for now, I can’t do that. As much as I want to pretend like it doesn’t bother me anymore, I can’t do it. I can’t pretend to only be angry at him for everything he did, when the good memories of him are always fighting back. My anger at him can only burn so long.
